It feels great to type and get out what I'm thinking. I feel like it has been a while. I'm definitely going through some sort of crisis or something right now. I have no idea what to do. I start class tomorrow, but it's only two nights a week. Granted, it will give we something to do since I've been sitting around like a lazy slob for seven months. I have a serious problem with procrastinating my job search. I have put in resumes, but the one that got back to me I never responded to. WHAT is my problem!? My parents aren't even pressuring me to get one, but I guess it's more important my dad finds one first. I have promised my cuz a week visit to DC; so after that if I'm not motivated, someone please just punch me.
I have to say it somewhere, it might as well be here. Last year had to be the best of my life, at least so far. I had a wonderful internship, so many amazing times at the beach (including my birthday!), a fun post turkeybowl, an iPhone (at the very bottom of the list), and two spectacular christmas parties. Even though some of the 2nd xmas party is a blur, something definitely changed that night in me. I feel more confident and ready for the world, or at least I did. I think I'm returning to my old self and it's probably because I need to get out of this house! I need life and adventure, sitting at home watching TV and sleeping all day is neither. And I know I won't feel the same in the morning, I'll have reverted to my sluggish self and not do anything about it, plus leaving the house means spending money that I don't have (yea, yea I know, a job would fix all my problems).
Luckily, I have a lot to do tomorrow.
New Year Resolution - Stop being so weak and nervous; just put yourself out there and get a job
(you have nothing to lose and all the guilt will go away)!
Endnote- Doctor Who Xmas special was awesome. I love the new companion already!
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